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You're words broke me, Shattered my heart into pieces, Months wasted, running our friendship, ruining everything we've ever built up, I couldn't bare the pain of holding onto something I was starting to hate, Something I was still crazy enough to love somehow. All these things I say, with some hope you'll just hate me, With the hope you'll stop caring, No matter what, you won't stop caring, You say you've made me say the nasty things I have, That it's your fault, so you dont stop caring about me. Sometimes I wish you didn't, All the time I wish I didn't. I want to be able to look at you without my heart skipping a beat, Without m

Ive came to realise my words are no longer going to make a difference to you, I wonder if they ever did in the first place, It seems I was just too naive and got lost in your love for me. I would have given you the world, I would have given you the warmth again in the cold, I would have given you my umbrella in the rain, I would have let you hold me a million times more, I would have let tip me over your back by surprise again, I would have kissed you a lot more. We've been through so much, Cold, rainy days, Hot, summer days, Jokes, smiles, laughter, Rolling around on the grass, Play fighting all day long, I held onto every s

She awakes, She still thinks everything is okay, Until the cold autumn air in the room slices through her, And it hits her like a bullet. She sits and listens to the songs that remind her of him, They sadden her but she finds herself smiling, She remembers the simple things until she cries, But can't understand why he left after vowing he wouldn't. She remembers the boy who left, She remembers the hurt she felt, She truly cared for him, Then he came along and promised her she wouldn't lose him like she had lost the boy. She longs for his arms when shes shaking off the cold, She longs for his smile, She longs for the way he looks

This scar is all I have, It's all that you left me, It's supposed to make me glad. This scar encircles my heart, And stitched along my brain, But I don't know where it starts. It's embedded in my feelings, It's mingled with my tears, This painful memory, Compliments my own fears. This scar came from longing, From wanting you my dear. You are the last stitch, In a tapestry of pain. A velvet blanket, Embroidered with your name. This scar appeared long ago, In a time where we were happy, When we didn't know. But then you went and left, And cut me with your words, This was the gift I don't deserve. This scar is seen in photo

You said that you would catch me, If I ever fell. You said that you would hold me, Teach me how to fly. You said that you would mourn me, If I were to die. The thing you said most often… That I believed to be true. Was that you loved me, Just as I loved you. All this I believed, And many lies more. But I know the truth now, I know it well. You don't love me, You never did or will. You didn't catch me, When I realized this and fell. You didn't keep your promise, I still can't fly. You won't mourn me, When I lose the fight and die. The thing you said most often… That I believed to be true. Was that you loved me, Just a

Hearts are broken, shattered each and everyday. Hurting word spoken, the heart doesn't think of what to say. The mind is uncaring, but there's anguish in the heart. The pain is wearing, when you feel torn apart. The game is over, never a winner has won. Once a friend now a loather, hate can't ever be undone. What's the world come to, when there's hate everywhere? There will be nothing to do, as soon no one will care. People hate for wrong reasons, 'cause they're all the same. Hearts commit their treasons, as love is just a game. Forgive, forget... it still happens again. Always we fret, and still believe- Love will always win? Is

Do you love? Do you hate? Do you stop to appreciate? The feelings someone has for you? The things that keep you from being blue? Have you loved? Have you lost? Have you tried no matter what the cost? Do you love her? Does she love you? Will you ever find out if it is true? Have you loved while taking hate? Is it she who doesn't appreciate? Are you lost? Are you confused? Is it all leaving your heart bruised? Is it real? Is it faking? Is it my heart that's slowly breaking? Does it hurt? Does it kill? Does it make you never want to heal? A broken heart is a great deal. A broken heart may never heal.

Now I know. My heart is broken. But I can't let you know that. Nor can I let you go. At random parts of the day I start shaking From the tears…that you left me People gave me hope People gave me doubt. I feel like an idiot, To let my heart break. To entrust it in a guys hands. When I know…multiple guys that have Shattered Ripped Torn open Other women's hearts. My uncles. My father. And yet I still entrusted you with that masterpiece The one I created from scratch. I am pathetic. Obviously I do not deserve a guy like you. But I can't help to wonder what it would be like with you... I feel like an idiot...but i want to h

In my dreams It was me in your arms My lips on yours There was only us And the clouds And the stars It was the world and us It was us against the world But in your arms I could take it Anything the world dished out And with your kisses I was strong again In my dreams it was me in your arms My lips on yours But in reality It's always been her

So we haven’t talked In months And it’s almost been A year That you used to hang around Since you’ve been here And the clouds they turned white After they faded from your glory No one knows But I still remember your story I thought you’d return But now it is clear You’ve faded into the crowd And it looks like the missing girl Is never coming back So now you’re gone again So long again This time forever - You let me down My lifesaver You watched me cry My heart wavers And all my trust was in you But you threw it out You didn’t pull through I guess you feel like you’re home again

Why do you even bother? Just give it up, let it go. You hurt us far too many times. I won't go back to you. I loved you. I would have held you, kissed you, loved you every way because I trusted you. We trusted you. But you broke that trust and lashed out when we pulled away. You tore through us, abused our trust. And you don't understand why we want nothing to do with you? How blind can you be? You aren't stupid, so get it through your head. You hurt me one too many times. You hurt him. And in doing so, hurt me even more. You said he was poison. No. He isn't. He never was. You were. You were the poison and you infected us both. He isn't th

Everyone's got to say goodbye and it's harder than it seems I don't like to feel my heart is ripping at the seams Though I know that I would break if I stayed in love with you I know that now from the past and all the sh*t you put me through Tell me you love me just to break me once again I was always there, as your lover, or your friend And I know that I still miss you, but I'll never break my mask My eyes of painted silver and my heart of shattered glass For I'm no fallen angel, yet I'm no mortal in disguise You can't see the tears of blood that rage behind my eyes I like that this is Bitter, and that is scarcely even sweet I'm n

There comes a time in our lives when we have to say goodbye. Friendships come and go… even if we wish it could be otherwise. My double standards got in the way… just like your uncaring demeanor. I see that clearly now. You saw it all along. In many ways, I was wrong. But that doesn’t mean you were always right. We both won and lost battles. We were both partially right— and mostly wrong— in some instances. And we were both too set in our ways to change. You’re able to accept the fact that friendships end. It’s time I learn from your example. Maybe we just forgot how to be friends. More lik